Papa went home from Australia last Saturday and brought home stuff–the usual chocolates and purfumes. He also brought me an iPod (Sydne too). I remember telling him that I wanted a koala and an iPod from Australia. I was joking because I wanted neither of them so I was surprised when he told me that he bought me an iPod. I realized that having an iPod is time consuming especially for someone like me that wants everything organized, etc. In fact, I spent last night putting songs and album art into my new gadget.
This afternoon, I started putting photos into it. I browsed my photo library and saw so many pictures from the past few years. And then it hit me. I realized that before all this–before college, before stress, before confusion, before spending so much time doing things I don’t want to do–or even before good things like SV–I had a life. I was once in high school: I attended prom, wore a uniform, did silly things with friends. I was once part of the student publication: I used to stay up late and went to places, I was once a believer of things, whatever they are. I was once addicted to photography: I had that flare for “art” shots (art was whatever I think it was). I was once young, careless/carefree. I once lived in an apartment with nine girls and a cat. I once had friends who are now (physical and emotional) miles away.
This made me cry. Life is and was wonderful. I almost forgot that. All I do right now is channel all my energies to get things done. Sometimes, it is worth all the nostalgia to look back and see how far you’ve come. The journey is something worth watching. The journey is a testament on how faithful the Lord is in my life. He was faithful then and He is faithful now.
Life is also surprising. It got me in a very odd moment. A new iPod and a lot of nostalgia (and a rainy afternoon).







